I have a gf. Shes 15. Only 2 year difference, bout to be 1 year! I love her so much, i think about her all the time!! Like, i cant stop thinking about her. I cant wait to see her. She is beautiful. Shes my precious chocolate bear, and im her forbidden white chocolate XDDDD. But yea, shes short, and so amazing!!!
So i talked to my parents about going to my next school as a guy, and maybe going through hormone replacement therapy. they took it well, and were looking into it.
<img src="http://hehefriends.files.wordpress.com/2013/11/hair.png" class="size-full" alt="New hair
Just got my hair cut!! Hot?
So, I dont want to be a loner anymore. That one weird person, who everyone pittys/laughs at. Im going to a new school next year, Im leaving the middle/high Im at right now at the end. To much stress, and no friends.
At my new school, there will probably be a uniform. So change of clothes isnt really an option. But any accesorie ideas?
Say what you think I should do with my hair to look pretty, with my make up, accesories, etc.
Also, what do you like in a person? Pretty? Funny? Nice? Crazy? What do you think makes someone popular? Or at least accepted…
So yea. Im moving on. Im talking to sunny, cutting, running, biking, and spending A LOT of time with you guys and the rest of my friends on the internet.
I dont want her reading this anymore. She used to, Im not sure if she still does. Im afraid to say anything now, becuase I am so vaunreble. Or however you spell it. She knows everything about me, and it would suck if she told anyone that.
Molly is easy to OD on. Alot of people do. They get tired, and pass out. Its painless. Its cheap. Thats all I have to say.
Been a little depressed, but have gotten through it. Comment what I should post about next. It could be a story, something in real life, etc. ANYTHING. USE UR IMAGINATIONNN!!!!!
Anxiety attack today. Horrid. Almost able to calm down without people in sixth period noticing. I could barely breathe. I hate it. I felt as though anyone could come up to me and say anything, and I would just faint. I thought everyone was thinking I know she wants to cut, kill herself, cry, scream, and that everyone was staring at me. But nothing had changed, just another stupid anxiety attack. Still getting over it a bit now. I need some space. Cant deal with my Mom. She didnt do anything. Just, anyone talking to me. I just want to run away, hide, cry, just get away from people.